My lead teacher at work just gave her notice of resignation, and I realized I had two options.

  1. Make the effort and finally get my Child Development Associate certification.  I’ve finished all the coursework, and I just need to complete my tedious portfolio, get an advisor, take the written test, and show up for my observations.  Option 1 means I apply for the lead position and make more money, doing basically the same work I do now anyway. 
  2. Say “screw it,” train my replacement supervisor (who will probably have less practical experience than I do), keep the lower pay, and focus on becoming a massage therapist.

I chose option 2.

Because I’m going to graduate in May 2011, take my State Medical Board exam in June, and be licensed in July.  I’m not going to be a childcare provider anymore.  And I’m taking the leap of faith that says my time is better spent preparing for that day than trying to earn an extra dollar an hour in the meantime. 

Sometimes it’s the littlest things that feel the biggest.

I feel like a freaking giant right now.

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